last night megan sent me a text that said someday you will be happy again (or something like that) and i read it before bed and then i remembered that i can be joyful even if i'm not happy and somewhere along the past threee weeks i forgot hot to be grateful. i forgot eucharisto. jonathan and mary can you believe it?? lame. so i started making a list again of what i am grateful for. today i am grateful for

ryan having insane patience as i tried to learn how to ski, the 3 women that are here for the weekend being chill and cool and my new best friends, getting to be outside and off the mountain (only onto another one but that's okay) hanging with chelsie and kari after dinner and just getting to laugh and be silly in the kitchen all on our own-it was so good, chelsea (new best friend nurse chelsea) is coming tomorrowowwwwowowowowowowwwww and we texted all day and she understands my struggles, i just had a good dayyyyy ayee. now adam and i are watching 8 mile.