Wednesday, February 23, 2011

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bloggy blog blog. this is for you rebekah joy rausch. good thing you're my best friend and lying in bed next to me right now.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

God cares a lot more about our freedom than our maneuvering through life. -john piper

Monday, February 14, 2011

God's provision.

Freaking everywhere in my crazy life.

  • over $600 dollars in support for Nica trip in a week and a half
  • Brad Vaughn running with me yesterday and encouraging me in incredible ways
  • God knowing Sam and I would deal with such grief at times in our lives and let us be family members
  • Class being cancelled today when I couldn't go anyway due to the funeral.
  • Isaiah 41:13 being perfect
  • texts from Grandma and Aunt Colleen encouraging Sam and I
  • not even caring it's valentines day
  • Rebekah being in the room after lunch so I got to talk to her about all this crazy provision
  • having time on saturday to work out and go to the basketball game, both unplanned.
  • The body shop getting my car fixed
  • Steph and I grabbing lunch
  • beautiful friends and God multiplying time and energy to do all the things I want to do
  • getting to talk to Derrick and Taylor this past week
  • Katy B still being in my life for the long haul
  • Seeing Macey and Kindale and Anna Grace so much this weekend
  • Getting to love on Drew a lot lot lot
  • Paychecks coming at perfect times
  • Chelsea letting me talk everything out as much as I want to
  • Purple birthday cake working out
  • getting all my homework done at work
  • being at work and being able to talk to Sam last night
  • Josh Jones caring and atlking and letting me cry.
  • Chelsea bringing stuffed animals with her when she picked me up
  • Matt Orth being in my life a lot

Grief is hard. God is good and powerful. That is all I know. This was mostly for my sake, but maybe it is good for you too.

i think life is a little hard right now. i have felt more materialistic than i maybe ever have. pretty much daily i am buying something, or ...