i just texted my friend josh who besides sam is maybe the wisest boy i know and said joshua i don't know that i'll survive this state and he said you also weren't supposed to survive age 2 and you did it. way to punch me in the face josh. thanks. i told him that was easier and he said was it? and you are wiser now. sometimes i doubt that. good to hear anyway though. here's to a new day tomorrow.