erica and chelsea throwing rocks in the lake because that's what i do when i'm sad or mad at school and so they did it for me. i laughed so hard while watching this. awesome.

i am loved. by a whole freaking lot of people.

i have to have a colonoscopy and an endoscopy on friday. camera down my throat...camera up my butt. i cried a lot on the drive home and chelsea let me cry to her and prayed real hard until we lost signal. i begged my mom not to come but she is on thursday and staying till monday. i'm so grateful but also feel guilty. but more grateful than guilty.